Chilllleee I’ve been sitting on this for a good good minute. Literally since March but He wouldn’t let it pass until I write. With that being said….HONEYYYY GRAB THE TEA cause it’s about that time to get real gracefully.
Since relocating to a whole new state it can be a struggle at times. It really opened my eyes to how content we can be with just the norm and settling for things. God takes us out of the norm at times so that we can depend on Him and Him alone. It’s ok to want that familiar comfort but when He wants to do something will you choose the norm or will you choose what God has?
Like I said it’s been a struggle and the struggle is finding a church here in Georgia. Finding a church is not as easy as many would think especially in Georgia because it’s a million churches, wrong. Quality over Quantity any day. Give me a storefront or something Lord lol. But anywho, that don’t mean we are not trying and praying but we listening to our home church Christ For All Nations in Belleville, IL with Pastor Mike Owen and Lady Nia. Wheewww Lord if we could just pick up the whole church to take with us we would’ve.
As we listen to bible study live or Sunday Service live (double dose after a Georgia church), my mom is a member and I can hear her voice out of all the women there. It’s not like they pan the camera on anyone I know it’s her by her voice. I would comment on the chat saying, “is that my momma, tell her I said hi or hug her for me”. Something about the fact that all the way in Georgia over a live stream I can hear the voice of my mother. Not anyone else’s mom but MY MOMMY!
That’s when Holy Spirit say, “that’s same way how God knows everyone when they cry”. Y’all my mouth was open like wow! Out of all 7.7 billion people on this earth when I pray and when you pray God knows specifically who’s voice is calling out to Him. Think about it, 7.7 Billion people and my cry he says, yes daughter I’m here.
Here’s another thing, when my mom is praying whether in natural or in spirit I know it’s my mom. God reminded me of this again a few weeks ago now how he knows us individually. Again, while on Morning Gravy my mom joined for the first time but she thought the phone would automatically mute (y’all don’t come for my momma lol) but she is praying in spirit not on mute. The mediator is like can we make sure everyone’s phone is on mute, my momma is going in y’all in the spirit. And I’m texting mediators like y’all that’s my momma. Let me call her and I call and she said “I thought the phone mute”. This is on a prayer line with people all over and again, I KNOW MY MOMMY, THATS MY MOMMY.
No matter how you may feel that God is not there or even hear you, trust me He does. Out of everyone on earth, He is patiently waiting on you to talk to Him. Picture you swinging your legs waiting on someone to talk to you or pick you to play, imagine that being God. Swinging his legs waiting on you, the one who doesn’t want to talk to Him or you that think your problem is too big for Him. Don’t let God sit there swinging his legs or twirling His fingers. Although He already knows, He still would rather you talk to Him about it…Talk to Him. He knows your voice specifically.


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